In the quietness of morning and in the peacefulness of His mercies.
Surrounded by the sounds of birds singing and the breeze of a new day kissing my cheeks. My eyes still not fully open.
I sit and wonder; Does it really get better with time? Does one truly forget the pain and carry on? Will my efforts be worthy of a reward, and does it ever count for anything? What legacy am I leaving for my child? Is the path of life I have chosen the only one I had?
The day continues to brighten, I am a bit nervous, I don’t know what it will bring. I don’t know if I have enough strength to finish this race. I have little recollection of last night. All I know is I didn’t pray. It is crucial in my life but I didn’t. Sometimes there’s nothing to say.
So before the noises of life begin, and I have choices to make, I get off the swing, take a prayer drive and have this long conversation with Father. All I need is assurance, a glimpse of hope, a warm embrace and a drop of a push.
Because the month just began and I don’t have control of what awaits.
Yet I am not giving up on things I so believe are possible. And so shouldn’t you.
Happy new month.
mercykiige 
This is so beautiful dear. It’s a wonder how words capture the deep feelings that cannot be uttered.
God is sure in every space, traceable or not. In our questions and silence. May we keep leaning in.
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Thank you friend 😊
Leaning in is the way…I love what your dp says..Pray hardest when it is hardest 🙏God is found in every situation
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